anyway, this has been a really action-packed weekend, with cleaning and school work. i'm fairly happy though; i went to the gym this morning, and i ran a 5K with hill intervals on the treadmill. i could feel my R hamstring, but it was just stretchy and not painful. WOO! at the moment, my R butt is tender, but i'm fine. YEEHAW! the bad news: the reisterstown brick bodies pool won't open until june 15th. ugh. that means i have to start my swim workouts at the goucher pool. puke. that's pretty inconvenient, but i'll have to do it if i want to survive this triathlon.
on another note--i hate mood swings. this past week has been particularly chock full of them, with me riding from neutral to low and back again several times. sometimes, i wish i'd hit the manic more often so that i can concentrate and get some work done. that sounds reckless, and yes, the "high" can be risky. but, sometimes, the lows are just so damn rough that i'd rather the pendulum go completely the other way, instead of stopping halfway there. a lot of times, people don't know that it is extremely exhausting to maintain a stable facade. it sucks. but, there are things i can do: keep up the treatment, go to the gym, read for leisure, walk and play with toby, socialize, etc.
on another note--i hate mood swings. this past week has been particularly chock full of them, with me riding from neutral to low and back again several times. sometimes, i wish i'd hit the manic more often so that i can concentrate and get some work done. that sounds reckless, and yes, the "high" can be risky. but, sometimes, the lows are just so damn rough that i'd rather the pendulum go completely the other way, instead of stopping halfway there. a lot of times, people don't know that it is extremely exhausting to maintain a stable facade. it sucks. but, there are things i can do: keep up the treatment, go to the gym, read for leisure, walk and play with toby, socialize, etc.
i was also thinking of learning how to belly dance. thoughts?
:)
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